Poetry: RESOLUTIONS

Published on 31 December 2021 at 21:29

I want to heal fragments of open wounds
Although I know that even then
They will remain scars forever
Signs of a past
I'm not in anymore

I want to leave the past year
And not cling to it
By allowing a next chapter to arrive
I want to turn back the pages 
In moderation
To revise my lessons

I have learned
And would want to represent this
In a physical memory
Of 2021

It will be a snow globe
With as the miniature on the inside
A butterfly
One with spread wings

When I shake it
It becomes a storm globe
Where every snowflake counts
As a suffered tear
But also a storm dies down
So when it calmed down
I smile
At the waving of the snow
That collected itself now to one whole

I want to exist
Live
And refuse to relive details
From the previous year
I'm alive now
I'm ready to participate in 2022
Not as an observing outsider
But as an active protagonist
Of my own story

I look forward
To explore unknown horizons
To unfold myself
In untrained ways
To form new opinions
To meet young memories
And to take care of my environment
But above all of myself

I look forward to a new year
Where in particular nothing should

I'm so so thankful for all the people who helped me through this year, for the words of positivity I heard and small smiles I got. Like THANK U. My friends are the best, thanks for the support. ❤️

I also want to apologise to the people who I may have hurt, I'm sorry, it was probably not my intention. If you read this and u still want to talk about it, text me. 

(U don't really need to read this whole post haha, it's more like a reminder for myself in 2022. But u can ofc. :))

(Felt like I wanted this written down. It's a bit vague, yes, but the more specific resolutions are on my private note board haha.
A tip I got from Balance -> make resolutions specific and measurable. That can help with accomplishing your goals. :))

Happy New Year everyone!! <3

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